Ahh... I received an email from Open Diary saying that i better update or be deleted... LoL... Was looking back at some of the old entries... It was really quite funny though... Life was so different then and now... But i still like life now than then... Haha...
Hmm.. Ever since i left my job, God has really been so true in my life... Last monday, i went to play LAN with some of the youths and i left my IC there... Didnt realise until Thurs afternoon... Thank God my IC was still with the LAN shop and i went back to get it that night... Another time, i was having my paper yesterday... I wanted to meet my friends at 10am to study... But when i told them to meet at 10, i was told the paper was at 9am! A quick check and i realised my mistake... LoL... If i had not asked them, i would have stayed on in SP for another 6months... Thank God...
Well, getting a little tired.. Time for bed... :D
Yea... Im back... Its been a long time... A lot changed since my last update... Been really lazy to update lah... :P
Anyway, I have already quit my job le... It was a really hard decision cause my managers were all very good to me and i really enjoyed working there... And the future pay (full time) was really good... What changed me around? There was one Friday that they had EDGE, the day just before CNY eve... We had a special speaker, a young lady from China, part of the PLP programme... What she shared with us that day really spoke to my heart... It made my think... Is money really that important? So important my job is that i miss going for prayer meetings, care groups and even EDGE (well, i got go, but always like 7+)... Am i putting money as higher priority than God? I know its gonna be hard to find a job when i graduate, but can i trust God to provide me with a job? Am i depending too much on myself and neglecting God? Sometimes, we say, "God, please help me................"... We always want God to help us, to do something for us... But what have we done for Him? What have I done for him? I really feel i dont know where my direction is... That young lady is only 19 and she's already serving the Lord full time... And she's only saved for 6 years! Me? 20 and known the Lord for 7 years but I still dont know what i am doing! But I really feel much better now that I've left my job... God help me trust in You...
This few weeks been really quite "bad"... After CNY, i've been spending spending and spending... Last week I spent about $100... And today, i spent another $20 on a shirt... After awhile, i think i shouldnt have spent that kinda money... So tortured today loh.. Made to walk from PS to Far East Plaza! And before that, from Bugis to Sim Lim and back to Bugis... BOoo... Now so tired... Feel like sleeping le.. Oh well, that's all for now... Till I update again... :)