Been rather busy of late... So no time to update... Computer problems, video problems, etc etc etc...
My computer's been the most irritating of the lot... First it started out with hanging problems... Hanging all the time (except when i play dota).. Weird eh... Duno why too... Called the computer guy to come repair and he says my motherboard "exploded"... Gotta change a new one... So i got him to upgrade my ram too... Everything for $240 bucks... Not very worth it eh... Especially considering its still having problems now... After he replaced everything, I had a new problem... It keeps hanging again! But this time i can move my mouse... But my program doesnt move... So he says it could be a software problem... Instead of trying to find out which software is the problem (which will take years), I reformatted my computer.. While doing it, i found the problem... My graphic card "exploded"... Double "explosions".. So now I'm using the motherboard's built-in graphic card (which sucks)... But even with this graphic card, it still gives me problems... Now it keeps restarting.. I'm gonna hold on buying a new graphic card until that restarting problem is solved... I dont know how many more things I needa change... Might as well buy a new computer!
Today's my last day at work... Happy cause I can rest and relax now... Sad cause I'm gonna miss all the people here and the FOOD!!! Black pepper chicken, that "pig" stall, katsu curry chicken... Awww... Good to have a break though... Waited 3 months for this! Another 1 hour to go and IM FREE!!! At least for 26 days I am...
When God says wait, you better wait... Wait for his timing... Dun take things in your own hands, dont try to be hero and screw things up... Sounds like playing Dota... Haha...
When will I have my answer... When will I be able to make the decision... Can I give up what I want for what God wants? I would like to have the best of 3 worlds... But I know I cannot take so many responsibilities... In the past, I wouldnt have a problem cause I have all the time in the world to handle all 3... But now, I have time only have max 2, or even just 1... Someone asked me to concentrate on 1... 1 that I have been for a long time... But I cant seem to be able to give up the other... The last one may have an exciting prospect in the future... I dont know... All of which I dont wish to give up... There may only be 1 or 2, let God decide... Which to keep, which to let go... Dont take things in my own hands, let God show the way he wants me to go... Sometimes, in fact, most of the time, what God wants for us isnt what we want for ourselves... Ugh... God, I need an answer by the end of the month... Its been dragging wayyy too long...
YOU! Owe-er of my cue! Give it to me by the end of the week or dont blame me if I bu ling qing le... Its wayyy too long... 3 freaking long months I've waited... Its enough... More than enough... There's a limit to my patience... It has reached the limit... Dont push any further... Danger Zone Approaching!
Wow wow wow... Its been long! Hmmm... Less than 1 month left to work! YES!!! Cant wait for 5 Oct to come!!!
Spent one whole day in church today... Morning was quite interesting cause Bro Willie was preaching... Haha... *thinks MRT*... The message was good, but i felt i just needed more time to think... Work's been pulling me away from church... I will never take a job that requires me to work on Sunday anymore! Even if i have to die of hunger! Haha... After evening svc, it was all confirmed... Get back on track! No more stagnant... Moving on... Time to make it happen! RAWR!
Still divided between two loyalties... When can i make a decision... Can i not make that decision... Its so hard... :(