I know I should be sleeping at this time.. But I feel I just need to talk it out.. So much on my mind.. RAWR! Suddenly I realised I have a 2 infront of my age and one of the oldest youths left... Yes, suddenly... Wilson's gone, Sharon's gone, etc etc... It seems like suddenly a lot of responsibilities have been thrown down... Not that I don't like these responsibilities or wat... But I feel like Im being thrown into something and I don't have the necessary "skills" to help me through it... These 2 months have been rather tough... Esp this month... Work's been coming thick and fast I don't have time to breathe... SCSC visit, PSDD visit, Cyberwarrior course, Inventory logging... Every single week is full... Still gonna be busy these 2 weeks but hopefully I have a bit more breathing space with the coming holidays... Hopefully I can get some stuff sorted out and equip myself with the "skills"... I need HELP from the "professionals"!

Been thinking abt the songs we sing... Worship songs... How many times do we really mean what we sing? How many times do we take note of the words we are singing? I confess many times I forget abt the words I sing... The song "Every Breath" has been ringing in my head many times this week...

With every breath I take, I will live for you
Sung it, but done it? Honestly, no...
With every step I take, I will glorify Your name
More like every step I took was for myself...
So let me shine for You, in this dying generation
Oh how we always sing, "Let me shine for You"... How many times have we been the shining light for him? I think we have more than enough fingers to count them...

There's been too much talk and singing about all these... Its time to work on them... I have already lived 21 years on this earth, 9 years as a christian, but so little has been done... I don't know when Jesus is coming back... But I cant wait for it to be known... The time starts NOW!

Had a hard time trying to resize the pics man! UGH!

Wow! Its been a week of exercising! Starting with Monday... I'm now back playing badminton weekly! WoohOO! First time im playing since i stopped last May.. So its been a year! Kinda weird holding the racket... Can't really get a feel of it... Like duno how 2 hold already... At least I got back the forehand touch... The backhand is terrible... Feel really awkward.. Like cannot turn my body n wrist e right way... But all the accuracy of the old is gone... Serve half the time into the net, drop shot more like free smack for the opponent... Net plays barely reaching half e height of e net... All crap lah.. Ugh.. Hopefully I can get the touch back soon...

At night, a few of us went to recce for night cycling... We had lots of fun.. Esp at Yishun building... Doing all that clips... Haha... That was real funny... But we had so much fun we forgot we were late to pick up dorothy... So late until she called us to tell us she was being attacked by GIA-mongous cockroaches... Oops.. Sori... Haha... Then from then on it was eat eat eat and more eat... Finally I tasted what inspired JJ to sing Dou Jiang You Tiao!

On Labour Day, it was a day of sports... Started with bowling... Seriously crap lah... My hand cannot tahan the weight of the ball after like 4 frames, but I just tahan through... Only got 106 pts! That's a poor poor score.. Needa build on my wrist strength and control... I got problem controlling where I want the ball to go... UGH! After that we had soccer... ON THE MUDDY MUDDY FIELD... Played with the adults... Was really fun until the last part, Joel STOMPED ON MY TOE! OWWW!!! Felt numb after awhile... Like kinda "lost" my toe... Thank God its fine now...

Just played soccer again today! What a week of exercise! Good good... Time to prepare for IPPT... Haha... Tomorrow hopefully I can go swim in camp and run after net... God give me GOOD WEATHER!