WAH KAO! WTH IS WRONG TODAY LAH! Nothing good's happening... I had a chat with Richardson just now during prayer meeting in the video room... Talked about the video ministry situation... Later i explain... Then when we were leaving church, my bro go knock my amp on e car... Now got one dent.. Make my mum so angry lah... Then my parents quarrel over some stupid thing... Although it only lasted 1 min, but its freaking stupid 4 2 adults to be quarreling over something liddat lah... When problem comes, they dont come alone.. They like to come together... Then now, the activity for tomorrow still a lot of things unsure... And another person showing attitude to a friend... Come on lah... Friends!!! Please... Talk nicely to each other...

Video ministry... Haiz... Why liddat... I was supposed to have left the ministry years back but came back last year cause Derrick asked me to help out... Quite reluctant but i also scared the ministry fall apart so i better go back help... Seems like a lot of the youths are unhappy with the adults now... Maybe im bias, but i seriously think something needs to be done about them (the adults)... Kai Loon has been really ON FIRE... But maybe a little too much... So much so he does things too "kan chiong" style... And a little too authorative over the youths... Definetely we respect him cause he's our senior in terms of age... But in terms of video ministry, we have been in the ministry longer than him and for someone new in the ministry to come in and start giving instructions to others, doesnt seem like the right thing to do eh? Another guy, Derrick... Supposed to be ministry head.. Last i heard was that he's supposed to be temporary... So how long is his temporary gonna be? Is that word "temporary" affecting his commitment to the ministry? After 1 year in the ministry, he doesnt seem to have done much... Yes, we have a duty roster now... But he's not the one doing the roster? Not a big deal i know... But many times, he dont act like he's the head of the ministry... Everytime there's a problem, we are the ones getting scolded... Me, Brian and Richardson are always the ones taking fire... I know we are the most senior ones in the ministry, but shouldnt the ministry head come out and be the one taking all these? Not that i am afraid of getting blasted or wat... Already used to it anyway... Just that there's nothing much we can do cause we're not the ministry head... Some things we need him to do, we dont have the power to do it... Haiz... How to fang xin go NS with the ministry liddat? Maybe God didnt let me go in cause he wants me to settle the ministry first... Chris is probably the best newcomer to the video ministry... He has a heart to serve and always wanting for the ministry to improve... He'd be a great "member" of the video ministry to keep... But there seems to be a lot that needs to change... Not that all the fault lies with the adults, but our youths also needa change... SOME people, you know who you are, always late! Never come for setup, duty also come late... Maybe Jon pamper them too much..Coz last time he always come in the morning to setup for them... *claps for Jon for always coming early to setup and help*... But dont always do it for them lah... Let them do it themselves... They must learn to come early to help setup... Guys, if its your duty, you come and setup PLEASE! Hopefully one day can meet up with Bro Andrew with the youths (in the ministry) to discuss this video ministry thing... Cannot carry on liddat lah... In fact, the reason i am still in video ministry is cause i wanna make sure there's someone reliable and responsible enough to lead the ministry before i move on... God help us!