When God says wait, you better wait... Wait for his timing... Dun take things in your own hands, dont try to be hero and screw things up... Sounds like playing Dota... Haha...

When will I have my answer... When will I be able to make the decision... Can I give up what I want for what God wants? I would like to have the best of 3 worlds... But I know I cannot take so many responsibilities... In the past, I wouldnt have a problem cause I have all the time in the world to handle all 3... But now, I have time only have max 2, or even just 1... Someone asked me to concentrate on 1... 1 that I have been for a long time... But I cant seem to be able to give up the other... The last one may have an exciting prospect in the future... I dont know... All of which I dont wish to give up... There may only be 1 or 2, let God decide... Which to keep, which to let go... Dont take things in my own hands, let God show the way he wants me to go... Sometimes, in fact, most of the time, what God wants for us isnt what we want for ourselves... Ugh... God, I need an answer by the end of the month... Its been dragging wayyy too long...

YOU! Owe-er of my cue! Give it to me by the end of the week or dont blame me if I bu ling qing le... Its wayyy too long... 3 freaking long months I've waited... Its enough... More than enough... There's a limit to my patience... It has reached the limit... Dont push any further... Danger Zone Approaching!