I know I should be sleeping at this time.. But I feel I just need to talk it out.. So much on my mind.. RAWR! Suddenly I realised I have a 2 infront of my age and one of the oldest youths left... Yes, suddenly... Wilson's gone, Sharon's gone, etc etc... It seems like suddenly a lot of responsibilities have been thrown down... Not that I don't like these responsibilities or wat... But I feel like Im being thrown into something and I don't have the necessary "skills" to help me through it... These 2 months have been rather tough... Esp this month... Work's been coming thick and fast I don't have time to breathe... SCSC visit, PSDD visit, Cyberwarrior course, Inventory logging... Every single week is full... Still gonna be busy these 2 weeks but hopefully I have a bit more breathing space with the coming holidays... Hopefully I can get some stuff sorted out and equip myself with the "skills"... I need HELP from the "professionals"!

Been thinking abt the songs we sing... Worship songs... How many times do we really mean what we sing? How many times do we take note of the words we are singing? I confess many times I forget abt the words I sing... The song "Every Breath" has been ringing in my head many times this week...

With every breath I take, I will live for you
Sung it, but done it? Honestly, no...
With every step I take, I will glorify Your name
More like every step I took was for myself...
So let me shine for You, in this dying generation
Oh how we always sing, "Let me shine for You"... How many times have we been the shining light for him? I think we have more than enough fingers to count them...

There's been too much talk and singing about all these... Its time to work on them... I have already lived 21 years on this earth, 9 years as a christian, but so little has been done... I don't know when Jesus is coming back... But I cant wait for it to be known... The time starts NOW!